Far & Apart

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​How did it come so far

I drifted a bit away

And you moved apart
As if from 

You being Moon and

Me being star

It converted to

You being Sun

to me remaining 

The star.
I walked up a bit fast

So i can see you 

Making efforts to catch up.

And you left your pace

 altogether So that 

The distances becomes longer.
Lil did you know

I am always present 

Even when you started being Sun

i was there faded in your light
On the way when you thought

I will never lower my pace

I almost stopped walking

Looking over my shoulder that you will catch up

And you did but you thought I left you behind wherein at last the case was otherwise. 

Expectations

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One thing  you should learn sooner or later in your life- ‘It’s always people who are disappointing’. The more you expect out of them, more disappointed you will be left. The root of all the issues here is Expectations. You think the people around you love you as selflessly as you do but the truth is, that is not at all the case. There might be few, which is a rare case but when we talk about majority you will realize that it’s true. I think the moment you start doing something and expect something out of it, 80% chances are you will end up disappointed. Continue reading

Down Time

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After all this while keeping everything together, she broke. She broke into zillions of pieces and the strangest thing is that made no sound to anyone. When something breaks, people around knows that something is broken. Isn’t that how it is supposed to work? She thought to herself rocking herself back and forth with the puffy eyes and uncontrollable tears still dripping down her eyes. She thought of all the people whom she loved and who loved her, it made her heart twitch. Nobody was beside her or for all that matter behind her to make sure this heartbreaking phenomenon doesn’t paralyse the will and strength of moving forward. She tried standing where she was sitting and the shivers grew stronger with the sobs and she couldn’t hold her weight. All the turbulence inside her heart and mind took a toll. She sat back and sobbed some more. Is it ok to grow weary of people? Continue reading

A Girl Thing

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She was watching this video of some valley which she was yet to explore and the conversation of last night took a toll. Being a girl does come with a limitation of its own but little did she ever realise that it will keep her from the experiences she long. Her friends asked her for a trip to which she gently refused. The funny part is that did not crush her heart but the conversation with her parents that shattered the strings of the dream she was weaving. Continue reading

As I sat there

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As I sat there watching the sun set
Something inside me sinks and  everything inside me melts..
For the darkness takes over
it’s like you scream and you cry
But nothing changes
from the outbursts of the cry

As I sat there while the last streaks of light faded away
I hoped with the spreading darkness
the moon will appear
For enlightening the path
with the guiding light
But it is a new moon night
Nothing to light up the path tonight

As I sat there in the dark night
I could hear a lot of voices of beings
As if they found their salvation
For its the time when
Peace is at its peak

As I sat there struggling  and juggling
with the thoughts I realised
the importance of light
Made me realize how ignorant
one can be when
there is abundance of any type.

As I sat there engorssed in my thoughts
It was the first few rays of light
Intercepted the myriad of thoughts
It’s the darkest hour that makes
You realize a lot of things.
For light makes things at times,
hard to refine

Embracing the pain

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The water was extremely cold. My feet were numb after 5 minutes. It was like nothing existed for next 10 minutes until I withdrew them out. The more you let something agonize you, the more it will affect you. Embrace the agony with open arms; after a period of time that too shall pass.  After all it will come for you whether you embrace it or not better to make peace with it and learn from it.1560660_1150239508319546_6821994988857437141_n

World and HOPE

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I’ve been away for too long, the list of excuses is endless but nothing justifies when it comes to staying away from something you love. Life has been pretty hectic for me but let me share this every day one or two thoughts used to strike me for which I have been eager to write about.  Again, the never ending long day kept me from writing. Anyway I am back and I hope this time I continue for good. I’ve been thinking a lot lately(which is not new 😛 ), about how the world is moving and where it is heading. On the one hand the growing attempts of terrorists attacks and the European crisis that has been happening made me sad and on the contrary, I saw a TED video yesterday addressed by President of Kirabati, his country is most likely to be under water in upcoming few years as a result of change in climate. To be honest I watched that 21 minute long video and I was taken aback by how they haven’t given up hope and at the same time they are ready for all the troubles that are on their way. Continue reading