Down Time

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After all this while keeping everything together, she broke. She broke into zillions of pieces and the strangest thing is that made no sound to anyone. When something breaks, people around knows that something is broken. Isn’t that how it is supposed to work? She thought to herself rocking herself back and forth with the puffy eyes and uncontrollable tears still dripping down her eyes. She thought of all the people whom she loved and who loved her, it made her heart twitch. Nobody was beside her or for all that matter behind her to make sure this heartbreaking phenomenon doesn’t paralyse the will and strength of moving forward. She tried standing where she was sitting and the shivers grew stronger with the sobs and she couldn’t hold her weight. All the turbulence inside her heart and mind took a toll. She sat back and sobbed some more. Is it ok to grow weary of people? Another question; question to which she had no answer. Some more tears rolled down her cheeks. She was bursting out with rage, anger, turmoil and hurt. She thought to herself- Is there no one who really cares about what she is thinking, what she is feeling, how she is breaking? Her best friend’s name flashed in her mind and she longed to be with her people. She rocked herself back and forth while the pain which she had been ignoring was now piercing her heart. It felt like this won’t stop and she would bleed to death. After continuous crying of 2 hours, she felt at peace. Though everything was hurting from eyes to head but the inner pain subsided to her relief. She sat motionless for she was ready for another detour in which she will again meet people who will try to shatter her but she won’t give up. For she is fearless, she is wild, she is born to face the chaos and to survive.

 

 

 

 

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